Chapter Three
Airian and I dated for a few months. I
have to say that those months were the happiest I’d had in a long
time. We did things that couples did. Cooked together. Played with
her camera together. Saw movies together. Introduced our respective
friends to each other. Fought on occasion. Nothing major.
But she was everything to me.
It's almost indescribable the way she
made my heart tremble. I didn't want to spend a moment away from her
and you bet your ass I was up hers the whole time. It was
reciprocated. It was wonderful. I felt like I could fly around her,
I was that lovesick.
“So explain it to me again,” she
said one day as she added more vegetables to the hot pan. I turned
off the oversensitive smoke detectors so she wouldn't set them off.
My cooking capabilities consisted of Ramen and TV dinners, so she
made sure I ate right every weekend or so. “You walk the dead down
to this beach and they row off?”
“That's the pattern.”
“But where do they … you know, go?”
“Beats me.”
“You obviously
get paid.”
“Enough to
survive comfortably.”
“Don't you ever
wonder why you were chosen to do this?” she asked, putting the
pasta into a pot of boiling water. Every motion she made was
captivating.
“All the time,”
I admitted, handing her the pepper. “But it's not like I can just
ask.”
I never told her
about Marcus. For some reason I thought his presence on this earth
should be a secret.
“That's
bullshit,” she told me, pointing the spatula at me. “Is there a
way to complain to some kind of death supervisor or something?”
“I wish.”
“What happens
when you don't do it?”
“Never tried.
Something bad. I feel it.”
Arian drained her
pasta and lathered it with butter and garlic. “Are you scared?”
“About what?” I
asked.
“Of dying.”
“Terrified.”
“Why?”
I thought about
that and lit a cigarette, dragging deeply and exhaling slowly. “I'm
just like anyone else I think. I’m alive, so I can't know what
lies beyond that beach. It's that simple. Everyone fears the
unknown.”
“Not me,” Arian
laughed. “I get excited.”
I wrapped my arms
around her from behind. I can say I cherished every moment when I
was with her. I swear the sun shone brighter in her presence. My
whole world was more enriched, and good god she was my everything.
I couldn't have
been happier.
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